I promised to myself, not easily
caught to everyone circle.
And that day you came, firstly it
was nothing.
But that was about count a day,
count every word you said.
It’s so easy in the case wanna
give up, but you.
And our day start, let it flow
like it was so miracle.
A friend like you, a good
listener like you, a story teller like you.
You’re not an equal, a different
side.
Not realize what really gonna
happen, and that just happened.
The feeling without asking opened
its lock, excused you to enter.
Until then, you’re gonna be my
addiction.
Unpredictable day, share about
life, never expect the end.
I never be so stupid, thinking
without logic and realistic.
Compare my fault and try to paid
off the past.
Do whatever i want, following the
voice of heart.
What should i do, tell me
brightly please i beg you.
Is that only this suck stumbling
block between us, can we move it?
Otherwise, can just God hear our
pray for every step was made.
Or should i pray to erase your shadow
for every second i dream about.
Oh really not easy, too late to
stand when already enjoy this painful stuck.
Everything looks a mirages but the
real one to me, there’s no different.
I’m the part of dream, and you’re
the best background i ever had.
I never have you, and so do you, physically,
but feeling.
Let the wind blow like the
sweetness sand of time.
The memory like you, memory like
us, maybe not in this word.
And hoping there s another part
of life dimension, where i can see you.
My addiction.